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Things Brian Eno Taught Me by Ben Fama

Tuesday, February 22nd, 2011

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A few years ago—though not in such a dissimilar headspace as I live in today—I would try and use my Brian Eno albums to convince people to come home with me on weekends. I’d tell whoever was still out at the end of the night about all his records that I had, and that if they came to my apartment we could listen to them. I think it worked a few times, though mostly not. I guess it gave me the chance to listen to them alone a lot and learn a lot of lessons.

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Maybe an artistic “project” is ok.

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Glamour is better than ok, (but you better have your shit together.)

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I used to sit and stare at the album covers. The first one I had was actually Evening Star (Robert Fripp and Brian Eno). I could never tell if Brian had on a hoodie or if his hair was styled into that shape. In the picture on the back cover (he’s on the left) he looks as relaxed and as blissed out as the music. I always loved that.

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Everything is on the same level. The “minor” songs (such as “Becalmed”) hang there as significantly as the more ready-to-use song as “St. Elmo’s Fire.”

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And knowing that it will all be part of the same drama—that you can do things with the general composition of an album just the same as a manuscript of poems. I think of Tomaž Šalamun’s poem “Jonah,” which seems to hang in relation to Šalamun’s body of work, the way the title song off of Another Green World, buried deep on side one of the record, reacts with other wearable singles like “St. Elmo’s Fire,” or “Third Uncle.”

Jonah

by Tomaž Šalamun

how does the sun set?
like snow
what color is the sea?
large
Jonah are you salty?
I’m salty
Jonah are you a flag?
I’m a flag
the fireflies rest now

what are stones like?
green
how do little dogs play?
like flowers
Jonah are you a fish?
I’m a fish
Jonah are you a sea urchin?
I’m a sea urchin
listen to the flow

Jonah is the roe running through the woods
Jonah is the mountain breathing
Jonah is all the houses
have you ever heard such a rainbow?
what is the dew like?
are you asleep?

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Getting “beyond thinking” (Eno’s words). Do the ambient albums alleviate anxiety by removing them from the mind or filling the mind with something else? Does it just get in there and rub it a little bit?

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Things Brian Eno has said:

“A piece of music becomes real to me when it seems to become a place, when I could feel what the temperature would be … I started making music deliberately to create a more desirable reality.”

“I hate remembering…it’s all past”

“I wanted to look sensational, and most of the science of looking sensational had been pursued by women, not by men”

“Q: Was it a myth then, that Bryan Ferry was irked that you got more girls than he did? [long pause] ENO: I don’t know whether he was or not. Q: Well did you get more girls? ENO: Yeah”

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The Universe Sees You

The universe sees you
in the triangle, grabbing at the air

I don’t know if you’ve got it,
but I think you do

and now you always
appear in my chat list

if only you would
take me into the sea

after that I would ask
you to paint over everything

what’s different tonight
an explosion up in the tower

break into the rain
there is no word

to park a wedge
under the landscape

I knew a woman
she bloomed magnificently

but she blew me off like a dandelion
now everything is so different

time: what a cool mess
more planets: a viral campaign

the desert lifts
Adrian says my Saturn is returning

and she will never come
because monsters have

at night taken me in
among their shadows

I love reality but
there’s no money in it

Ben Fama is the author of the chapbook Aquarius Rising (UDP 2009) and NEW WAVES (forthcoming from Minutes Books). He is the founding editor of Supermachine Poetry Journal. His work has been featured in GlitterPony, notnostrums, LIT, Poor Claudia, and on the Best American Poetry Blog.

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Right In Tune: An Annotated Karaoke Poetica via Who’s Next or Nate Pritts Sings the Classics

Wednesday, March 3rd, 2010

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by Nate Pritts

Out here in the fields I find myself surrounded by Syracuse slush if by “fields” we understand that I mean both exterior & interior plains & if by “slush” we agree that I mean both the quickly melting snow & the icy drifts of blankness clouding my head.

I find myself surrounded by what I am surrounded by but know, too, that there’s a transcendental reality to all this.  I hope, however, that my hopes for a fully realized life can be real & here & right now (more than ever) & can exist between breathing people & not just shimmery glowing essence.

Lots of people with brains have written about The Who’s record Who’s Next (1971) – & they’ve done a good job of articulating the fantastical, utopian vision that Pete Townshend had in mind for Lifehouse, the concept performance/religion out of which wreckage Who’s Next was forged.

who's nextThough I have a brain, I mostly listen to The Who using equal parts ear (I have two of those) & heart (just one, but it’s big) & maybe soul (I imagine I have one of those).  So though I am incredibly drawn to the story of a mad rock god who tried to facilitate a moment in which the music played could reflect every personality in attendance on a given night, that he could play hard enough & better enough (& ENOUGH enough!) to blend those people together, to shake them from their separate lives & accelerate them all together to some revelated state of being, I’m also living in a world in which I know the great experiment failed…at least on the terms Townshend laid down at the time.

The rains are coming in as I type this & my head is buzzing with the word “compathy” because I typed it in a letter to a friend.  I’m thinking about how I communicate.  Though sometimes pegged as melodramatic – over the top – to me, Who’s Next will always be an earnest, rip-your-face-off statement of Romantic Sentiment, music that embodies the soul & makes luminous the body, an undeniable pull to live life more fully than you think possible & to be happy to fail more grandly than ever in the attempt.

Track 1: Baba O’Riley

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“The happy ones are near.  Let’s get together before we get much older.”

Sally, take my hand.  This is an introduction to the record’s method, the complex weaving of the far ends of The Who’s range – melodic, musical, composed & beautiful, paired with a barely contained rage, a ragged & driving guitar that picks its way across desolate fields.

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Townshend can barely croon “Don’t cry, don’t raise your eye” before he’s overpowered both by Moon’s explosive & unpredictable percussives & his own voice going rough.  Implicitly, this modulation of tones, this deployment of emotion, gets us closer to the bone of the authentic utterance.  It puts your back into your living.

Track 2: Bargain

“I’d gladly lose me to find you.”

Again, a melodic lure before the Moon landing assault begins.

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To find you, I’m gonna drown an unsung man.  That’s a bargain?  Yes.  Punctuated again with light bursts of Daltrey’s signature lilting vocals, the context here is much more frantic, desperate.  The underlying theme is “whatever it takes.”  The drive is to drive – to keep pushing.  To give everything your all.  Thankful for the tragedy; gratitude for the anguish.  Our salvation is that we can, if we’re lucky, be with someone else.  Sally, take my hand.

Track 3: Love Ain’t For Keeping

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“The air is perfumed by the burning firewood.  The seeds are bursting.  The spring is seeping.”

A bucolic moment.  A romantic, & Romantic, breath.  The song starts recollected in tranquility & stays there, despite the resignation of the repeated sentiment: Love ain’t for keeping.  But such tenderness in the acceptance of this – such buoyant affirmation in recognizing your place in a world where even the bad is good (black ash from the foundry perfumes the air) & where we can, yes, be everlasting today.  There’s a subtle shift here as the push for connection foregrounded earlier may have a crack – that maybe searching is the best we can hope for (see also, “The Seeker,” Meaty Beaty Big and Bouncy, also 1971).  Finding never lasts.

Track 4:  My Wife

“Gonna lay down on the floor; I gotta rest some time so I can get to run some more.”

Panic switch; relay point; terror.  To me this song moves more than the others; perhaps this is the jump cut exterior action the listener responds to after the mostly lyrical moments presented in the previous tracks.  Again & again, after listing consequences, Entwistle (who wrote the lyrics as well) takes solace from the fact that “I’ll still be alive.”

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A life of being on the run, of resting only so as to be able to run some more, gets drilled into our heads while brass drones & a piano bangs around.  This is the fallout of the failure.  But, tellingly, it’s never the end.

Track 5:  The Song Is Over

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“I’ll sing my heart out to the infinite sea.”

Maybe the biggest Romantic proclamation on the whole record & it’s both BIG & ROMANTIC.  This epic lost love song repeatedly reinforces the need to simultaneously embrace the past & the future.  Our love is over; it’s all behind me; they’re all ahead now.  While the speaker asserts the confusion inherent in his project (Thought it was me I was looking for), the outstretched heart pleads to be sung out – to be given voice.  As if that’s enough.

It is – if coupled with the bust-your-ass aesthetic implied in a lyric like “I must remember even if it takes a million years.”  Childish, maybe.  But honest & full of feeling.  Sally once took my hand & then let go.

Track 6:  Getting in Tune

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“There’s a symphony that I hear in your heart sets my head a-reeling.”

The song starts as a statement on the process of art-making – ie, singing this note only because it fits in with the chords he happens to be playing.  Whatever one has to say will come out with the proper occasion & the proper occasion may be no occasion at all.  But along with the interior pledge to sing a song & sing it well, comes the drive to connect with an other.  When I look in your eyes and see the harmonies, the heartaches soften.  Never mind the concision of the image spheres & word choice.

There is something lovely in the way Daltrey’s voice alternates between clean & clear sentiment & ragged yowls that seem to try to either 1) cover it up or 2) be overwhelmed by it.  Such complexity of registers makes this a model.  We’ve become more committed than ever to the failed math equation proposed earlier (“One & one don’t make two; one & one make one,” “Bargain”).

Track 7: Going Mobile

“I’m gonna find a home & we’ll see how it feels.”

Daltrey has Townshend take over to lighten the vocalization even more, airing it out a little, while Pete adds some electrifying squeals to the principal project– one of being out on the run, experiencing, not stopping.

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The speaker says all this momentous momentum is his “solution” to the problem that has been posed in song after song on this record.  How do we live?

How do we live in a world that has other people in it when, ultimately, we have to live without other people?

Track 8:  Behind Blue Eyes

“No one knows what it’s like to feel these feelings like I do.”

An opening croon disables your defenses for the anger barely concealed underneath this ode to separate living.  There’s a fallacy in the very first line – obviously we all know what it’s like to feel – that gets clarified after the emotional floodgates are opened.  Logistically, we feel isolated & alone in our emotions until we learn to actually express our anguish & hope (my love is vengeance that’s never free).  Then, we come to the truth of the matter – that no other person knows what it’s like to feel these feelings like I do.  Rewind to “compathy,” a term that means essentially sharing your feelings with other people (maybe a little more possible, in this Next world, than empathy which takes as its fundamental principal that you can feel the feelings of others).

Once unleashed, the speaker has no choice but to enumerate all the instances in which an other might be able to help mediate an experience of the world.  But this just seems like so much fist-shaking.  The hope has long since been given up on.

Track 9:  Won’t Get Fooled Again

“Smile & grin at the change all around.  Pick up my guitar & play.  Just like yesterday.”

 

What’s left?  Now that the world has been revealed as a kind of disappointment in & of itself, that the only thing left for all of us is to keep on keeping on, just like yesterday, we shout out loud that we won’t get fooled again.  We know better!  Though certainly that’s a lie – that the Romantic spirit carries us ever & always hopeful in search of that connection, that transcendence.

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If the world is a failure & human interconnection doesn’t work, what choice do we have but to keep trying?  We pray we won’t get fooled again while being pretty sure we will & are glad of it.

Why else end the record with a scream?

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How To Say Goodbye Early Morning

When the words don’t add up, skyrocket
the marigold picture you’ve kept in your heart.
If accumulation isn’t

a poem it might just be some drift.  I’m just
snow; I’m typing miles of slush.

I’m just but I’m being tried & the discussion
splinters the shut door.  Today
is decommission day, a frantic blocked

transmission hitting its beak against the glass
lonely for the living room.  I’m done with

hummingbird.  I’m ready to stay put or drop
broken to the ground after one frantic rush
too many.  But the sky was clear!  Some invisible

brick, some crack on the wing.  I’m done
with trudge though I’m marshaling

my forces.  I’m putting on my boots.  I’m
a parade dress, obvious lockstep as I blanket
the bed & check my watch.  We’re going

through maneuvers.  I can’t remember
if I mentioned the sun.  I’m afraid to look back

& check.  I’m afraid to stop.  The workings
a mystery, the feelings of hunger & heat.
People, here are the results.  Here’s the arc

stuck far up my sleeve, ready to throw down
at the right time.  Here’s the trajectory for today.

Today, I’m left or leaving. Would I have stayed
a few more minutes if someone had tricked me
into thinking those minutes repair & build?

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Nate Pritts is the author of three full-length books of poems – The Wonderfull Yeare (Cooper Dillon Books, 2010), Honorary Astronaut (Ghost Road Press, 2008) & Sensational Spectacular (BlazeVOX, 2007).  His poetry & prose have been published widely, both online & in print, in journals such as The Southern Review, Jacket, Gulf Coast, DIAGRAM, Rain Taxi Review of Books, Octopus, & Forklift, Ohio among many others.  He is the founder & principal editor of H_NGM_N.  Find him online at http://www.natepritts.com.

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Gram Parsons (Archives Vol. 1) by Eileen Myles

Sunday, January 31st, 2010

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Gram Parsons has lately (for two years now) been my favorite musician and singer – and songwriter. I hear him in line with the killer and enduring Everly Bros. (of whom Dylan simply said: “We owe these guys everything. “) for his own rocky and impassioned style of sweet harmony-singing country pop – Parsons routinely these days gets called the father of country rock. His influence can be heard on country rock legends like Geraldine Fibbers and more obscure but also still working geniuses like the inimitable Vulgar Boatman (of Florida and Indiana) who do the droning Joy Division minimal version of all this. And still you can ¬really hear the Everly Bros. in them. But Gram Parsons, for me, is truly the man, performing his kind of acid country rock, inventing a whole genre out of the time he lived and was productive musically (62-72) and his own beloved and emotional southern musical tradition. He had a sweet sometimes raspy and breaking voice yet his singing was always informed by great force of pure feeling and need; He was a good all around guitar player, keyboardist and musical arranger, a musical visionary for sure. Rumor has it he co-wrote ‘Wild Horses’ with Keith Richards and he surely introduced the Rolling Stones of that time – Exile on Main Street, Sticky Fingers via Keith to a whole lot of country and blues which through them and Elvis earlier widely informed and re-routed the whole mainstream of 50s and 60s rock and roll.

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Also Gram sits neatly in a permanent alternative place because whatever he does musically he does a little odd – both fragile and great at once. Besides the harmonies the Everly Bros. brought drums into country. First time drums were ever used in the Grand Opry. In Gram Parsons’ (who also played there) hands he utterly fused country with rock and roll. He went much further with the argument. The rock and roll of the time, which in the late 60s was pretty acidy. I mean quivering chimes and echoey organ music. I mean steel pedal guitar turning into a kind of Indian raga. No musical figure was intact but in the in between portions of a song it got all wiggly like light shows and carnivalesque and even creepy; but still it was a country song. He merged acid rock with all that. It was strangely direct. Not obscure at all. I just want to say that I believe I met Gram Parsons once in the 60s. When I was in high school I worked at the Harvard Coop. I remember an extremely cute guy in a topcoat with a southern accent who used to chat me up on my register. He often looked drunk. Gram went to Harvard for a semester about then. Studied theology. So it’s possible. One of the things I note about his singing style is ease. For instance he doesn’t use a forced fake southern accent when singing. Because he actually had a southern accent (from Georgia and Florida) he didn’t have to push it. You can barely hear it. It’s in the music where it belongs. There’s inevitability in a Gram Parsons song, a slow gallop moves the entire band (his best band, The Flying Burrito Bros.) forward.

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And then there’s that acid tinkling in the music to justify the name of the genre (acid country) this treacly Hawaiian sci-fi sound that was so in the air and entirely claiming space in one song (“Hot Burrito II “) on this record I’m listening to.

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[Hot Burrito II]

It reminds me of what I heard yesterday about porn being a historical document. Here music holds the late sixties like nothing else. And there’s doom here as well (“Long Black Limousine”) is perhaps what country permanently holds, country especially when we think of mountain tops lately getting sliced off reflects a world working class and pouring and a place perpetually gone.

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[Long Black Limousine]

Country lives on stage and in the recording studio. Gram died very young (26) of basically an alcohol and drug overdose and then his friends tried to burn his body in Joshua Tree State Park but they discovered bodies don’t burn very easily. In all that surrounds Gram there’s a vivid and active respect for forebears. To be burned was his own actual request. A remark made at somebody else’s funeral. On the new live album I’m listening to Gram remark that a particular song is dedicated to the man (Danny Louis, or maybe Don Everly himself) who was the rhythm guitarist on all of the Everly Bros. records. Who in the Avalon Ballroom in San Francisco in 1969 cared about that? I tried to nail the man’s name down for hours on the internet but clearly I have to buy a lot of records to find it out. Believe me, I will. My father gave me my first Everly Bros. record, a little transparent golden ’45, and I think it was the first record I owned. My father laughed when I played them – called them the Everly Sisters because of their sweet harmonizing sound but my father was very fond of Irish tenors so what’s the difference. I think of the Everly’s faintly Liberace looking hairdos and shirts and wonder if the brothers were gay.

Parsons was also a dandy, appearing in photos in ruffles and eye makeup but apparently that was fashion fallout from hanging out with the Rolling Stones who one of his own band members described him as being puppy dog-like around. Gram’s father was a war-hero and very rich owner of citrus groves who killed himself when Gram was young. His mother remarried (the Parsons) and then quickly drank herself to death. It makes sense that Gram would be dissolute mascot to the older and bigger Rolling Stones since he was a needy and passionate kid with something of great value to impart. There’s something scholarly about his relationship to them since he and Keith spent hours hanging around getting fucked up and Gram playing Keith records. Listen to this, listen to this. He was a handsome geek. One of those kids. Much of what we know as rock and roll is the result. I think of him and also Janice Joplin as misfits who made a mission of carrying the musical tradition they loved and grew up on into white rock n roll – died doing it, their deaths not resonating as “authenticating” gestures but certainly as the young and impossible gestures of extreme alcoholism and drug addiction in the service of emotional necessity and the present and history of rock and roll. You sort of get only one shot this way (better be good) and it’s effective to think of Parsons’ influence and death as fertilizing a tradition rather than occupying it as one of its majors stars. It reminds me of a story I heard in Estonia about the dead king sleeping underground and fertilizing his own land, literally. Gram Parsons gave a lot of other bands a leg up and was on his own way down as they crested. Or maybe he was getting a little better or a lot better for a moment and was starting to collaborate with Emmylou Harris when he overdosed though in the tragic narrative of drugs and alcohol he died because he had become healthy and then he turned back. Something in a person must want that early death. It’s like oh I forgot my glasses but it’s my life.

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The two CD record I bought at Amoeba in LA two springs ago is released by their own house label. Apparently the tapes of these two shows at the Avalon Ballroom in SF in April of 1969 were sitting in the vault of Bear the Grateful Dead’s recording engineer for almost forty years. Sounds fresh as a daisy. Sounds young, and it is. It reminds me of listening to the scant recordings of Robert Johnson. Something precious and rare and influential. I’m not able to compare this recording Gram Parsons to the more known recordings by Gram Parsons and the Flying Burrito Bros. I’m not so much an aficionado as an excited Johnny come lately connecting the dots of what I like and enjoy. I had a friend in high school also named Eileen and she was always several steps ahead of me in terms of music. She loved music and was also obsessed with cute boys and Gram Parsons was one and I remember her talking about him in the late 60s I guess when he was still alive. His name has simply bobbed around in my memory for about 38 years till I was walking through Amoeba one aimless spring afternoon. It was one of those special CDs the staff picks. I picked up Gram Parsons, finally: who is this guy, and agreed with Eileen like it was yesterday yes he is very cute. Gram Parsons in the accompanying CD pamphlet is sitting in ruffled shirts looking gorgeous and dizzy and drunk. There’s all goofing around pictures in there like he’s one of your friends. Really more fond than the standard butch presentation of rock and roll. He’s a little brother. Who fathered a lot. It’s an eternal youth heard aloud now in a wonderful couple of live sessions and also in the moments caught in these gender shifting photographs of this very special and temporary person laughing in the sun.

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[We've Got To Get Ourselves Together]

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rock on

I do a lot of

wrong reading

stretching a meaning (my name)

into a world

view. If

it calls Ei

leen

I look up

you don’t know

how much

daily

hearing I do

when everyone’s

lazy (I lean)

I get

erect

I blame

you for

not finding

me – loving

me ever,

but I am balanced

by the

abysmal

cradle

of sound. You

say I’m

tired.

I know.

eileen myles photo by alan bernheimer

Eileen Myles is a poet who lives in New York. Her novel The Inferno/A Poet’s Novel will be out before the end of the year. She is teaching this spring in Missoula, MT.

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